On Being Fallible & Giving My Kids the Chance to Shine

I have realised I don’t have to be everything to my kids in order for them to thrive. Actually, trying to be everything can do quite the opposite, I believe. In my many, many moments of weakness, I see how capable my children are.

I absolutely adore this picture of my amazing kids shining.

Allowing Kids to Shine

When I’m sick…

From a curled up position on the couch, the house still ticks away. Sure, not as efficiently or as well as I may like, but things still happen. My daughter makes cheese toast for dinner. My son brings me water and I love the proud look on his face. The other girls rush around  making me comfortable with pillows. When I’m sick, it reaffirms to me the importance of not always being a total crazy control freak in charge of absolutely everything in the home.

When I’m tired…

When I’m tired, I slow down from my fast forward normal. It’s a good thing for me sometimes. When I’m tired, I don’t be the hero but focus on the simple things like chillin’ with my kids and watching them smile. This post is a perfect example: I Feel Crappy Today.

When I’m premenstrual…

I get majorly feral when I’m pre-menstral. I know I’m being feral but it’s like I’m watching myself from above but can’t stop the crankiness (or eating all the carbs in the house). It happens 2-3 days every month. Every. Single. Month. I have decided to be honest with my kids about it. With my pre-teen girls, I explain to them that I’m getting my period (which is something we have talked about before). The younger kids don’t notice so much; I don’t go into details with them.

The key for me is to ensure the children know why I’m cranky (age relevant) and that it has nothing to do with them; that is, they are not the reason for my crankiness. I hope by being open about normal stuff, it will be just that: normal. I don’t want to spring a “big talk” on my kids or give them the token book without tricklings of information beforehand. I’d rather talk about things as they happen so over time, the education is there along with the real life connection. I say something like this, and I say it every single time I’m premenstrual and feel it’s affecting the family (believe me, I do try to ensure it doesn’t affect them but usually fail):

“Sorry I’m so cranky Beautifuls. I’m getting my period again. I’m totally fine and please know that I’m not annoyed at you, or cranky at you. I’m just not at my best.”

This usually opens up the opportunity for the children to ask questions which helps me gauge what information to give them. Some might assert that  you should protect children from these sorts of negative issues but these issues are life, and whether I like it or not, they affect the family. For my pre-teen girls, the issues will far too soon, be their own. I can either feel guilty for being cranky before my period (because I’ve accepted that I surely will be) or use it as an opportunity to share with my kids, to help them understand what positive tools they can use when they feel down and educate them about normal stuff.

When I’m me…

I’m not great at routine. I mean, I’m okay with the broad outline of the day — breakfast, morning school jobs, afternoon jobs, washing hands after toilet, dinner — but fixed routine and organisation I don’t sustain well. I’m more of a creative dreamer and am liable to be caught up in the moment so dinner is late. That’s me. That’s me not trying to be the mum I’m not. Of course, there’s good and bad about my personality and how it plays out in my parenting, but I have noticed that my children are unique, and develop their own sense of how they like to do things anyway. Take my two eldest for instance: Number 1 is more like me and yet Number 2 is always super organised and has her own special routine, despite me being the type of person I am. I’ve discovered it’s more important for my kids to feel secure about who they are at home rather than me enforcing my own personality values on them. My imperfection hasn’t majorly damaged my kids (I don’t think!).

How it affects our relationship

Being fallible (and honest about it) has brought depth to the relationship I have with my children. People are often shocked at how deeply my kids share with me, especially as my girls get older as there’s an expectation they will lie to me. Below are re-occuring instances where I have seen a genuine openness and honesty between the children and I.

Previous posts:

In life:
  • Our entire family is honest when we are not having a good day or feel anxious about something. Green Brain (happy) and Red Brain (anxious) we affectionately name it.
  • I had a discussion with the Principal of our school about an issue my daughter raised with me. He was shocked that my daughter was so open with me, and actually rang later to tell me how wonderful it was. I feel privileged that my kids are willing to share with me. It was lovely to have the reinforcement that I’m not totally ruining my kids. HA!

I strive to be the best Mum I can be, and at the end of the day, the best I can be is not about being perfect all the time but creating a loving environment where my children have the opportunity to shine. And they do. Bless them!

It’s Okay — Be Fallible: Give Kids the Chance to Shine

You Might Also Like...


  • Reply
    October 6, 2011 at 1:58 pm

    That photo is gorgeous. It made me grin.

    Kelly, I never fail to leave this blog without feeling better. You make me feel normal.

    You are one smart Mum.


  • Reply
    October 6, 2011 at 2:24 pm

    I love your honesty! And such wisdom – thank you for sharing. It’s why your blog is my ultimate favorite!

  • Reply
    October 6, 2011 at 2:34 pm

    Thanks for being so honest and open about your life with your children. I enjoy reading your blogs!

  • Reply
    October 6, 2011 at 4:19 pm

    That picture show’s 4 happy healthy individuals right there good job, like you i try and parent my 3 kids 16,15,4 in the real world as best i can some days are great some days are good & some days are just plain shit, but either way they are happy (mostly), healthy, honest (sometimes way to much miss 16) respectful (mostly) & more than unique individuals, so i think im on the right track(so far)… & will try and remember your point about them having their styles & ways( i forget sometimes)

  • Reply
    Bec @ Bad Mummy
    October 6, 2011 at 4:39 pm

    I absolutely agree. To my mind it’s incredibly important for kids to see that their parents aren’t these perfect creatures, I like to think it gives them to not expect perfection in themselves.

  • Reply
    October 6, 2011 at 4:48 pm

    Kelly I hope you can feel my Squuueeeee. This post needs to be shared worldwide, I am very aware of when I’m on and even keep a log so that hubby and kids know that mum is not quite herself. Love the colour analogy for feelings too. When I taught I did traffic lights with the class, because we cannot including children all feel at our best everyday .

  • Reply
    Kate @ Puddles and Gumboots
    October 6, 2011 at 8:51 pm

    I really love this post Kelly! So important I think to share and be honest with the kids about our imperfections

  • Reply
    veggie mama
    October 7, 2011 at 8:01 pm

    I personally think you are an awesome mother. I had a very tired and angry mother with a lot of worries, and internalised it all. I think it’s so important to explain to a child why you’re feeling out of sorts, as they are likely to believe it’s their fault. It’s ok to have a bad day!

  • Reply
    Janice - Learning 4 kids
    October 7, 2011 at 9:30 pm

    Another absolutely fantastic post Kelly! I couldn’t agree more, the value of expressing our feelings to our kids with all honesty. Understanding that we all have good and unwanted feelings and it is okay to have them but most importantly it is what you do with these feelings that matters the most.
    Thanks 🙂

  • Reply
    Veronica @ Mixed Gems
    October 13, 2011 at 11:44 pm

    Another great post. I’ve thought of the need to show my girls I am imperfect and not above apologising at times. I have done when I’ve lost my temper, yelled or been impatient but they are only little (7 and 31 months) and the real tests are yet to come. Thanks for sharing your experiences and giving a window into what it might be like as my girls get older.

  • Reply
    Jennifer @ Natural Parents Network
    October 24, 2011 at 4:40 am

    I think it is vital to our children’s well being to know that perfect is a fallacy, and none of us can be perfect all the time. 🙂 And you take it a step further by making it an age appropriate learning moment. I have been struggling with being pregnant with a 2 and 4yo running around. I have been trying to be honest too, but it is hard to do it without blaming the Baby! Mostly I just apologize, explain I am tired or sore, and dole out some extra loves when I am feeling better able.

  • Reply
    Even When You’re Cranky
    August 28, 2012 at 10:50 pm

    […] On Being Fallible & Giving My Kids the Chance to Shine […]

Leave a Reply